Alone

Many people speak about feeling alone. They describe that horrible feeling of utter loneliness. It seems to be a feeling that most people have experienced in their lives, or experience every day of their lives. I am the exception to this case. No matter how rough life gets I never feel alone. The times that I am the loneliest, are really the times that I feel the happiest. God is always with me, right by my side. I can literally feel Him every second of every day. The times in life that I am in pain or struggling the most, are the times that I can feel Him right there with me the strongest. No matter what happens I cannot feel alone. I can’t imagine having to go through life feeling empty, abandoned, depressed, and thinking that nobody would care whether I was alive or dead. It must break God’s heart to be right next to a person who desperately needs Him, but not be able to help them because they don’t want anything to do with Him. God is not our enemy, but the one who takes us through life and makes it worth living. I depend on God so strongly that I don’t believe that I could live without Him. I don’t know how I could survive without feeling his kisses and hugs, or without having His everlasting peace within me. Feeling Him inside of me reminds me everyday that nothing can ever happen where He is not with me and in control of everything that happens. He is my best friend and the only one who knows everything about me. This is why it is impossible for me to ever feel or be utterly alone.
-Ivanna